Blog Entries for mishmine

reality kicks in

mishmine@yahoo.com — Thu, 21 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Hi all.

had to get my thoughts down tonight.

been in floods of tears, just started falling and cudnt stop them, and im usually so stong and together, feels like its not really me.

got email froms sols today saying the affidavit I had done for deemed service had been accepted, (had to do this as he wudnt sign the acknowledgment).

so this is really happening. I feel really sad, and lonely and lost. and the tears fell, tears for the loss of my past life, and fears f [...]

Christmas get together

mishmine@yahoo.com — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Hello all,

Just wanted your feedback on another idea.

Single at Christmas................a lonely time.

Is there any interest in a few days break over the christmas period, to just be with other folk in the same boat?

Opinions...ideas needed

thanks for your continued support

Mish

CHRISTMAS BALL

mishmine@yahoo.com — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 01:00:00 +0100

This has been suggested by a few of the wiki folk.

I need to know if it is something people would be interested in attending, something like this is going to take palnning and booking well in advance so i need to know how much.....if any support there might be.

And what form you people would like it to take......................suggestions needed

thanks for your continued support

mish

Manchester meet, first of many I hope

mishmine@yahoo.com — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Well to up date you all.

Manchester 7th june 7PM.

the group constisted of, Shezi, Mistral, AJ, Tetleys,Whyme,Stimo,Newton,Crazylady, Gj and myself (mish).

We meet and had drinks to break the ice. was very relaxed and easy.

We then wen for dinner, and the wine flowed and so did conversation.

We all got on very well, and was so nice to meet people face to face thetwe have know for a while as freinds.

I hope it will be the start of regular meets, and anyone [...]

local meet ups - I need your help

mishmine@yahoo.com — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Well I am trying to get local meets arranged.

Manchesters first is on Sat 7th June at 7pm meet up point is Las Iguanas in the orient, Trafford Centre.

Last call for any one wanting to come along, let me know by pm so we can book the table. Drinks, dinner, then more drinks i think is the plan.

I am trying to sort others too so please post here with names and location, and will work from there.

the Notts one is coming along nicely.

Newcastle is a poss.

Berksh [...]

where i am now

mishmine@yahoo.com — Thu, 29 May 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Im in a good place emotionally, feeling very settled and ready for anything.

I realise this may not last, but hope it will. You guys know what im like.

My depression is lifting, (after a very bad 12 months) and i give all my friends at Wiki most of the credit. You make me laugh and put up with me. i will be forever grateful.

Life is good, i got lots of stuff going on, and am looking forward with head up shoulders back and tits out and a big smile on my face.

I have p [...]

so im now officially one of you guys

mishmine@yahoo.com — Thu, 10 Apr 2008 00:00:00 +0100

lasr night he txts me says he wants us to try again?

after all hes put me through i know i would be a fool to go back there.

i told him in a txt wud u believe, that i am done, after 22 years i am such a coward i cant tell him to his face. i feel really shitty for that.

but my decision is made, no going back.

i must be at peace with it because i slept really well.

so here starts my new life, on my own.

i want to get through this

mishmine@yahoo.com — Wed, 26 Mar 2008 00:00:00 +0100

i have no idea where to start.

today i feel quiet positive. i dont want this, but i know i have to deal with it, just like any other problem i have faced, and there have been many. the thing is we always faced the together, now i have only myself to rely on.

this cant be that hard to get through. i want to detatch from my emotions and just deal with the problem.

How to do that when my life is in shred i have no idea.

i want my life back, i want to be in control, not h [...]