Blog Entries for stimo

Camomile Lotion V New Watch?

john.stimpson@macs-solutions.com — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I havent blogged for a while, for no other reason than things have become really bad, things that i cannot go into.

She has been on a long weekend away (Thurs -Mon), she called me this morning to discuss something about work and slipped into the conversation that she has 'Shingles', i asked if she was Ok and suggested some (more) time off, she said that she had to come into work.

I asked if she was taking anything for it and she said no. so i jumped in the car, drove to th [...]

Table for One, Sir?

john.stimpson@macs-solutions.com — Mon, 21 Jul 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Two days before my birthday (2 weeks ago) she phoned me and asked if she could take me out to celebrate, i didnt really want too but reluctantly agreed.

On the dreaded evening, she said as she climbed into the car that 'we wont talk about us, or the business and that way neither of us will get upset' (doesn't leave a lot left to talk about but what the heck i'm always up for a frigging challenge!).

She gave me my gift (Panasonic stereo, ipod ready [...]

Why cant i just let her and my hopes go?

john.stimpson@macs-solutions.com — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 01:00:00 +0100

It has been about a fortnight since my last blog and i think i may have jumped the gun!

I honestly felt that i could get through this and hopefully be happy one day but i'm sinking, i think that i have finally ran out of steam because i still cannot get rid of her from my thoughts.

Our situation is difficult because we run a business although recently she agreed to just come in part time (tues, wed, thurs) so she has an extended long weekends, every weekend (crafty cow) but i [...]

Have i gone mad?????

john.stimpson@macs-solutions.com — Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Arrived home last night 1900,to an empty house, (she is looking after our dogs this week at her temporary residence) and put away my food shopping after another long day at work.

i thought sod this and i decided to treat myself to some rich, savoury tit bits and i started to put together a fantastic concoction of fresh smoked mackerel, sun dried tomatoes, new potatos, salad with chunks of brie and stilton, pickled walnuts and fresh crusty bread, i rounded things [...]

Why cant i sleep?

john.stimpson@macs-solutions.com — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Had a bad night last night, found myself dreaming about her (nothing specific, just her in my dreams!). i awoke at 0310 and then that was it for the night! damn!

I dont understand her sometimes, since seperating in January we have only seen each other at work Mon-Fri. until recently (when i put a stop to it) she would make a point of finding me at the end of the working day to kiss and hug me goodbye for the night!

I put a stop to this a few weeks ago because i felt it was giving [...]

Getting my come uppence!

john.stimpson@macs-solutions.com — Sat, 31 May 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I joined Wiki yesterday (glad), also put our home on the market (bad). we both listened to the estate agent explain the market (blah! Blah!), we decided to go ahead and he left us.

I was in bits (inside) whilst she went looking for things to easily remove and take with her to her temporary residence. we didnt talk.

10 minutes later she was gone and then i received a text message telling me the bloody obvious 'you forced me to do this, all your fault' etc etc. [...]