It''s my weekend alone and I have made a point of making no plans. I was out on a date Wednesday night then out with friends Thursday night. I think I fill my days and nights a bit too much. I think I need to have more alone time to really get used to the fact that I am alone now.

It took real effort not to line something up for Friday night. I could have set something up, I am sure of it. That would have been more fun. But I am very tired and I think I am pushing myself too much. I am hoping that by staying in tonight and being very relaxed on Saturday as well I can recharge a bit. I am a

id like some of your opinions on what happened today, am i going slightly paranoid, or is some one playing petty mind games ? number 1, as i was up early, have to be for sons school, strip my bed, got it washed and on the line before i went to work, came home to find it have hanging off the line, thats my quilt cover and sheet, nothing else, i always make sure things are pegged up properly because of the garden being used as a chicken toilet most days, and the last thing i need is to rewash stuff, no wind either so cant blame it on that, didnt really think anymore about it til, number 2,

well ITs palm tree has finally gone, got home from work this afternoon thought id attempt it again, no chance, so waited for my son to come home from school, so 2 1/2 hours later, 4 cups of tea, one broken garden fork, one large hole in my garden, its finally gone, i can now look out onto my garden and see no trace of IT, (cant see ITs crap in the loft, weekend job that one) all gone, no doubt ill get a text in maybe a years time that IT wants it back, but tough. and treated myself today to a sparkly new bucket and sponge !! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx