Help!!!

I am just feeling so low, have done for the last 2 months, I don't know what to do with myself. Work is so physical and demanding.

The dicree Nici came through a week before Christmas, Christmas was horrible spent time on my own. While husband was out the door on Christmas morning away for the week, my son left for his holiday the same day but at 8pm. The boiler broke down again leaking water. I just cried and cried.

Sorting out the finace, I just spent the day in tears. He wants to leave me, he wants to have a new life. I did not want to sell my house or get a divorce i did not have a

Hi everyone who is reading my blog, the court date has been set for the pronouncement of my Decree Nisi of my divorce. I can't beleave that it is here, I thought it would take longer.

I don't feel any remorse about this, I have now come to accept that we will not be together and I am looking forward to my furture. I think I will be divorced by the time it comes to my 54th Birthday which is the end of January. This will be were my life starts all over again.

Still wondering how we share our finances, but it will sort itself out.

 But I would like to wish every one a Merry Christmas and thanks

Went and saw a mortgage advisor the other day and came away feeling helpless. If only my husband did not do this to me we would have been a lot better off next year.  Now I need to find another 44 thousand so that i can have a house for me and the dog to live in. I can only get very small mortgage on my shop wages but need extra to buy in the area of my town.

It is so unfair, I know that he will be okay because he earns so much more money than me and he could get a mortgage easily.

I just don't know what I am going to do. Does anyone have any suggestions.

Also does mediation