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May 01
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After a dreadful week I woke up this morning (very early again - arrghhh) I decided enough was enough and I am determined to have a nice day. I've just had coffee with one of my old school chums and he is ex-army and tells me how it is. He is very straight to the point and is disgusted with how I've been treated. The advice he gives is very hard but I know in my heart it is really how I should be responding, to put that all into practice though is hard even though it shouldn't be. My friend is a good lad, how I wish though I could use the skills he has in himself and perhaps then I would be treated with a bit more respect and dignity from that silly old bag. My relationship with her is beyond repair even with friendship now, I know that now. I just wonder if one day she'll sit down and think? Think about what she has lost and that she had a good lad who was a good husband and father. That's hindsight now, rebuilding time for me. To meet even more people and establish me again (bit selfish aren't I?!) and more importantly to have fun and happiness - that's the real me and I would love that again.
I was let down late last night (there is theme of repetivness here) by a friend who can no longer come with me to watch Jonathan Ross tonight at the BBC. She rang me at 10 o'clock last night to tell me she couldn't come - I've just about had enough of people letting me down lately........ I have decided to go on my own now as I really would like to go. It'll be lonely but that's the way my life has to be now. I wish you could've come with me A. xxx - one day........
We are all part of this website to recover and find ourselves again. It may not look it but I'm getting there very SLOWLY. I simply refuse to take the Prozac I've been prescribed as it isn't for me. I'm down guys but I refuse to be beaten, here's to Windsor.............
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SG2008
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| May 01, 2009 | ||
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Hughie -there is no shame in taking anti-depressants if you are depressed. Would you take painkillers if you had a headache? Yes anti-depressants alone dont solve the problems or change the situation. What they do however, is to correct the physical chemical imbalance whih causes and is the cause of depression. Once the serotionin levels are back to something like normal you will find you have the enrgy concentrationa and motivation to deal with the issues that need resolving, or be able to take other steps such as counselling.Anti -depressants are not addictive and no doctor would want you to be on them for any longer than necessary. Looking forward to meeting you at windsor SG x x |
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flick5
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| May 01, 2009 | ||
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(((Hughie))) The effort you're putting in to move forward is bursting out of your blog. The pieces of your jigsaw are gradually falling into place.You'll put some of the pieces in the wrong place along the way but in the end every one will fit and your picture will be complete. It's so good to have the support of great friends. Have a wonderful time at Windsor tomorrow. Wish I could get there. Say Hi to them all for me.Lokking forward to hearing all about it!x |
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saffron1968
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| May 02, 2009 | ||
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((((((Hughie))))))))) You enjoy yourself tonight, I dont have to say that really as I know you will as wiki people are the best. Take care Saffy xxx |
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