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Oct 31
2008
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well yesterday the 30th would have been my 4th wedding anniversary and i thought it was going to be horrendous.
I asked for extra shifts so i didn't have time to be at home pondering, and when i finished work my mates rang me to take me to the pub.
I didn't really want to go but knew they would never give in asking, i'm glad i did i had a good laugh and we toasted the fact that i have a second chance at happiness in my life.
I now know that it wasn't my fault that my marriage ended, that i didn't deserve the rubbish i got of him for the years we where together and i certainly don't deserve the rubbish i'm getting now.
so here starts a new chapter in my life, a new positive one where i start to look after me for once in my life!

rubytuesday
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HI Sarah - anniverseries are hard, and sometimes its the build-up to them that is the tough bit. I was the same, worried and fretted about the forthcoming date, but on the day, like you, realised that I have a second chance at happiness. Positive thinking helps a great deal, and I try to focus on all that is good in my life rather than dwelling on the negative aspects of my past. Keep thinking positivly, blogging, and soon you will be looking forward and not back. Ruby |
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