Weekly update

My blogging is getting less frequent, about once a week now.  Not that less is happening, just I am finding less opportunity to be on here.

So far this week we have had an argument about opening a door, me bringing some work home, who should walk the dog, why the children don't want cold chicken for tea, she standing over me while I take a call from my employer at 7pm telling me I am only paid to 5pm.  And to cap things off she locked me out on one night as I left to calm myself down.

In hindsight all pretty sad and laughable but when you are wrapped up in it it's a nightmare.

The children are being very good but this whole situation must be affecting them, they don't say much but when they do it is quite specific - they know what is happening.  I just hope they are not too affected by it all.

I now have her family asking me to put the court actions on hold why they try and get some help for her.  This is an impossible position.  Although she doe some very irrational things I think she is fully aware of what is happening and to delay just makes it worse for the children.  They are my primary concern now.  She has said for some time that the courts will decide what happens, so lets get it over and done with. 

Back to school again next week which will alter things.  Might make her realise that she has time to work and earn some money to help herself going forward.  With the current economic position we are probably now in negative equity - even if we could sell it,  most investments worth way less than they were and the cost of most regulr items has gone through the roof.  I am feeling quite poor and I think I have a good salary!  Don't know how I will feel once I have her paid off as well.  I am now treating it as a commercial action which is making it easier to deal with.