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Aug 28
2008
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Day 4Posted by 40 Not Out in feeling down, dealing with emotions, being single, bad day, accepting its over |
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Day 4 of me not contacting him. Kept busy but oh why does it still hurt? Even when I KNOW he is an abuser and I am SO much better off without him. I have to stop myself from texting/e-mailing/phoning - nothing urgent - just the contact. I'm used to being with him all the time - just texting to say I love you.... I don't want him back (I do but won't) so why can't I just "move-on"?
I WANT to be strong. I feel like crying/killing him/dying.
He is living happily with another woman - drinking, eating out, having sex, loving and laughing.
Not contacting me is easy.
I know I have to keep keeping busy but all I want to do is curl up and die. I think I am depressed...no surprise really.
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marriaa
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| August 28, 2008 | ||
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40. it is still early stages ,you will wake up one day and in the evening realise that you never thought about what he was doing and had no urge to contact him whole day.Until that day come write text but to yourself.I f you keep contacting him your will just delay your own healing process and would you intentionally hurt someone? So why are you hurting yourself,be knid to yourself.You are briused and need a lot of TLC Have a ((((((((HUG)))))) hide this phone!!!! |
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