Is neither married or divorced, her current squeeze is neither man nor child, she will remain nameless as I love her! Her life is crazy, she has so much wisdom and experience she has guided me through my own turbulent marriage with kindness and words of comfort. I worry for her sanity she is funny, her texts bring happiness and despair, This morning sadness, as the message was full of worry. It read ; Hi how are you?

I know her so well that even from a text I can tell how she is feeling, I know for instance that last night was probably spent entertaining "Mr Baileys" and she is feeling low. I

Am going to see my mum today and tell her about the breakdown of my marriage. feel like a lamb going to the slaughter. Both sets of mums have mental health problems and never felt like i can confide. Feeling really vulnerable today, so wish things were

Is the man I live with a bully or just a cruel hurtful person, I met this most beautiful person 4 years after looseing my husband from a heart attack .He worked away and only came back at weekends ---I should have known something was wrong from the start as he never wanted to make love or even get close all he wanted was a warm bed ,good food and someone to do his washing .

As time went by I accepted he was not a very passionate lover ,and that alcohol was part of his life ,we decided to move to warmer climates and restart our lives ,I entrusted him with all my savings and we bought a home