Darling,

I cannot voice these feelings to you because I am too scared.  I am scared that you will be angry with me, I am scared that you will retaliate and hurt me, but most of all; I am scared that you will not care.  We met on my 18^th Birthday, I fell for you pretty quickly and within a week of us getting together, we were inseparable.  You were my everything, the sun seemed warmer when you were around, the air sweeter, life was full of light and brightness, and you seemed to chase away the darkness of everyday weariness.

I know we suffered setbacks from really early on in our relationship. 

For the first time in ages I over slept this morning, because I am so much more relaxed today.  It maybe because someone sent me a beautiful message yesterday which made me smile and cry at the same time but this time they were tears of happiness not sadness, long may it

Well its six months since she left after her now fella's wife came round to tell me that the affair is still going on,  I sat agast hoping what i was hearing wasnt true, but she sat there and said yep, i cant stop texting him, and went to finish with him,  came home and she said that she was leaving me for him, 17 years her senior with three children and a grandchild and he takes my wife, which i find so hard, with that she walked out of mine and the three kids lives, I miss her so much , cant think of anything else , when i see her she has love bites round her neck and vice versa.

No contact