Today it  dawned on me why I am sat here alone on my bed in a shared house, away from my former home and family.

My husband is basically a control freak and needs to be in a position where he can dictate your every move and action, a very  bossy man .   I lived with this for a ery long time and had in fact got used to it.   How long will you be? What time will you be back? The usual questions from him whenever I left the house.   He also tried to control what I wore,  how I had my hair, how I shoud behave, sometimes more than a bit patronsing.  I wonder now why I put up with it for so long.

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I cannot quite grasp how I've gone from being a happily married man to being divorced in less than 6 months.

Over the last 6 months I have found an affair, the ending of a marriage, removal of the wedding ring, changing of appearance, a second mobile phone, explicit photo's on "that" mobile phone, sexual aids, condoms, being told that "I love him and he loves me too," weekends away to France and the worst of all the bunch, LIES!

Yesterday hit me for 6 though - She has started divorce proceedings. She is fed up of me snooping on her (take it on the chin Andy,  that's fair enough but what did

WELL THE DAY IS APPROACHING MY NEW ADVENTURE AND TOO TEEL YOU THE TRUTH I AM GETTING MILDLY EXCITED.sorry for yelling.i started to pack the car but have alot more to try and fit in,as always i am bringing too much clothes but will be able to donate them anyway.

i went to the doctor today and got a script for some ADS long over due.one thing he told me is that the booze and the pills are a no no so we have another challenge,which is good cannot mix them and loke i say i ahve been Comfortabilly numb for a long time .one of the reasons i am sure hell i know why i am in the stage i am in. i will