Hi Mr Blogman

its early i know 7.30 sunday am....god havent been up this early on a sunday for ages....

i guess i couldnt sleep.....my heads had alot going on in it....

so anyway, my point...

my pilates teacher gave me the card of a therapist.    ive had the card for 2 weeks and not done anything with it....but then i rang him on wed.....he called me back friday apologised and said he had been moving house....

i spoke to him yesterday for half an hour......

i always felt since this all started that i didnt need counselling, that you guys here at wiki were my counsellors because you understood what

Just a quick one to say how nice it was to meet everyone at the Essex meet tonight - will try to upload photos - although cannot promise as am hopeless with technology!

Had a great evening, and felt a lot more like my old self. Thanks again to all those I met tonight, I smiled all the way home on the train, looking forward to seeing you in Birmingham next

Things have changed since my last blog about being heartbroken.  Yes I know it was only three days or so ago, but something has definitely changed.  The blog was genuine & heartfelt and was what I felt at that moment in time.

Those feelings of utter despair have gone on to enable me discover things I needed to know, and receive overwhelming support from someone who could make a difference. I now know that her friends & lifestyle meant more to her than the father of her children, for instance.

I've been here before I guess, and I am used to false dawns, but this feels different. I feel an