Since I last blogged.

Some strange stuff has happened between my ex and I, well between her family, her and me.  Her getting back with her boyfriend as caused some really bad fallout, I have been asked some difficult questions.

If your children could be in danger what will you do about it?

I dont know, my ex brother in law, and mother in law, both have told me that they fear for the safety of my children.  It all got very silly and my ex ended up getting the police involved.

I did my normal thing, stayed level headed, balanced, and to an extent cold.

I was invited to a birthday party, to the son

It’s a January morning in 2003 and I can’t bring myself to take the kids to school. What will I say when someone asks me “How are you?” The answer, you see, is just not the stuff of polite conversation.

“W E L L… My partner of ten years has just dumped me. I was supposed to live with him into old age. I had no idea he wasn’t happy. I loved the bastard. But that was only the half of it - he has dumped me with three kids under seven. With not enough savings to build a realist future…..

With no job...

With a house that was going to be sold to pay off debts...

With no pension....

With a fortieth

Just found out that my useless waster of a husband who has never been able to hold down a job or do anything for long enough to make a go of it - including our marriage - is in a band that is actually going somewhere! He is actually going to make some money and make something of his sorry life. I doubt very much that he will want to share this with his son.

I doubt that he will spare a thought for his wife who supported him when he had no money, nowhere to live.

How can this useless man who has let down everyone who has ever cared about him: his parents, children, wife, friends can actually be