Well many new Wiki members won't know my story and I won't bore anyone to death with it now - it's on my profile if anyone is interested.

Those of you that do remember me will know that I have been waiting for the time when my wife leaves. Well that came this weekend.

Feelings of melancholy and a house that feels half empty battle with positive emotions about a new life for me - whatever that will bring. I feel ready to date as its been 4 long years nearly to the day I woke up and found out my wife was having an affair - that hurt will never leave any of us. However, my 15 year old daughter is

Well tomorrow I'm off. Off on what should be a holiday of a lifetime. One to remember for ever. Sadly though, it's one I am going to want to forget. Those of you who know a little of my story will know what I mean - for those that don't I won't bore you to death with it now.

 However, since I will now be away until early January I thought I'd take this opportunity to wish everyone out there having a tough time of it - a really peaceful and Happy (if that is possible) Christmas and send wishes to you all that 2009 will bring a change in luck and be good to you all.

 The first Christmas, the

And when I say hell I mean hell

 Friday - had lunch with some pals - been in the diary for months. Came home and wife gone to pics with daughter (in a mood according to her). She comes home after me and says she's surprised to see me - thought I was meeting someone and was staying overnight - Where the bloody hell did that come from? And had I done so what's the problem - she's asking me for the divorce and she's the one with a boyfriend - anyway - a taste of what's to come.

Saturday - tells daughter she's popping out to get something for lunch - me in garden having not been spoken to since