Well moveing 2 morrow im going bk 2 the council house my stbx thru me out of 9months ago the council put it bk in my soul name in march 17th my stbx has been tresspassing ever since .He should have given keys bk 2 day at 12noon he hasnt .So im meeting council man at house at 3.45 they r breaking in as he has left place is empy and r going 2 change locks so i can move in .Had so many reports hes trashed place well c .

Ive asked 4 some help from parent line plus 2 help sort out my kids behavior as iv had enough now im going to get weekly 1-1 sessions for 6 weeks better help . My nearly 14yr old

Here we go then,

I new around 5yrs ago I didnt love him anymore his temper and the things he did were just like his father .Hed watch the news or read the paper and would always shout about it but it was always directed at me like it was my fault for some reason.Id sit on the settee and look at him and think what am I doing here I dont love u .Id sit there not speaking as if I said anything it usualy would end up in an arguement so i just kept quiet. I hate all that shouting I used to take it you no he was one of these even if he was wrong he would always be right you never win so I just shut

I wrote loads on my blog the other day things what had happened 2 me during my married life then it wouldnt send so I wrote it all down on paper logged in again and wrote it again and it sentthis time. I went to bed and remembered all the things i forgot to write which i should have added then next day i saw my old neighber who told me she spoke 2 an old friend of mine who didnt no id split up from stbx and she said i should have done it yrs ago and id told her stuff that was going on which i couldnt write her anyway but it made me remember stuff i didnt want to remember if u no what i mean