Haven't blogged for a while and just feel a bit, don't know what the word is but..........

Everything in my life at the moment seems to be about waiting.

I have my FDR next Thursday, having put an offer on the table and not had any response I really don't see how things will change at the FDR and see this going to a FH.

I keep asking whether my x2b really knows what he is doing to his chilren. Knowing how long it may take to get a date for a FH we will have nothing left to fight over. The house will no doubt be in default by then.

I am constantly worried about money now, I have no choice. Not

It's the waiting that's making me anxious.I have spent most of the weekend with my daughter .The time seems so much more precious now.I'm feeling a bit tired and realise it. I'm stronger mentally and want to remain so, I will get through this I know I will. Thank you Ruby for your kind words..This site is a fantastic help, I wish everyone on here all the

I'm new to this site. Feeling really really low right this minute. Husband just brought the children home from a night out.

He left me last Tuesday after promising me a few days before he wanted to give it another go, unfortunately he didn't make the effort to tell his new 'friend'. I have met her, found them having a cosy meal for two in a romantic restaurant, I don't think they will go there again after I announced I was his wife to all and sundry!

I feel really alone. Can't stop crying. It is so hard when your told by the person you love so much that they don't love you 'in that way'.