For the Nisi my Solicitor has told me I needed to sign an affadavit. I'm a bit niave really - never done this before - why should I know this stuff- I jut assumed she'd send me the form I;d sign it and send it back or maybe I had to sign it at their offices... but No, I either have to go to the County Court to sign it for free OR take it to another firm of solicitors and pay £7. I just burst into tears. The County Court is up the road from my employers where I was bullied and off work for 2 years with stress as a result so the whole area is very emotive for me - never mind the divorce

I truley believe I have “killed” about 10 friendships on wiki and now will not log on, but only browse as a guest. Tonight being the exception to BEG FORGIVENESS in this blog. I had 10 days away from work and “took my eye off the ball” and became self indulgent “why me?.................... Having returned to work I now have “why us?” and “what next”? Additionally, son has decided to talk to “dad” about cost for driving lessons (about to increase), Theory costs etc.. (More why not me?) (I can afford costs – is this son “sharing”?) OMG! Why oh why has a “cost” needed to be

18 months on and I, like so many good Wiki Peeps, am still struggling to come to terms with the sheer destruction that the demise of my marriage has and continues to cause. Time may have moved on, but the children and I are still stuck. Stuck in this quicksand of divorce that is becoming like a huge black hole, sucking us into a never ending whirlpool of a journey of pain, turmoil and raw emotion. It is a tale of a love once shared, something stronger than any band of gold but now two strangers who are walking a tightrope of a fine line between love and hate. Where did it all go wrong and