I feel guilty for lying to work to get a few days off to sort head out.  I told them my father had a heart attack and need time off.  If i didn't I wouldn't have a job coz of too many sick days due to stress.  Feel so guilty using my father and especailly an illness like that.  My mum is terminally ill with cancer but didn't want to use that.

I just need a few days for me to sort my heard out and see if hubby will keep promise.  Guilty but needed.  Otherwise the way my head was going i would have taken another

Today started with the dreaded bus ride first part to Mapusa city ½ hour 8p next part to Karawada 10mins 3p bit of a bargain I think.  Ok I didn't get a seat but at least I was inside!

After some play time and reading I had a small group to bake a banana cake. One of the volunteers brought in the stuff. They had to peel a banana then chop it up. One of my group peeled it and put it straight in his mouth, oops. Well we made it and they washed their hands first, but they've got no towels so wipe their hands in their dirty clothes and dropped bits on the floor and tried to put it back in the

Ok so separated from husband for two years, it's been 4 months since i got my decree nisi, so its all done and dusted.

Been on auto pilot since he left, and setting goals to make sure that good for nothing lieing heartless cheat wasn't going to get the best of me, so i started studying, it helped keep my mind occupied, instead of wasting time thinking of someone who was clearly not worth and had moved on with his life.

 Wanted a career, so went for something i wanted to do for a long time, and a year and half later i have got the job, i start in two weeks.  I should be over the moon right?  Im