Tonight was the first time I was to go out with our married friends since we have split up.

I went shopping in Hertford today with Georgia and we both bought tops from a posh shop in the sale.  My top was lovely.  Because I am so thin I only have one tiny six 6 jeans to wear and I am washing these for tomorrow.  So i wore black leggings and my high boots.

I thought I scrubbed up ok.

I was really nervous about go to the bar, being leaving on my own and just  being with the marrieds!!

Our R & L were there.  R (the male) asked where Pete was - how come he got out of it. And I told him and he said he

I had another one of my confrontational 'chats' with my STBX the other day (sorry I can't help myself, it just happens)

My button was pushed when she started talking about going to school plays, parents evenings together etc.  She said we will have to be civil etc, to which I said that she should have thought about that before she started screwing around.

She then came out with this beaut - 'There's two people in this marriage, and blah, blah, blah...' Whoa, rewind, there's two people in this what? Marriage? The marriage you have chosen to dissolve, are you mad?

I informed her that at last count

What a weekend, travelled across the whole country, got soaked and sunburnt and still didn't get any!!

But it did get your attention and it makes me smile to think about it again.  I think over that last year or so any sort of physical relationship has been absolutely the last thing on my mind, now well who knows.

So to update the blog, working away last weekend so didn't see children until sunday evening.  Both very tired and having done next to nothing as far as I can tell.  At least I didn't have phone calls on Sat night because their mother was passed out.  Both very pleased to see me which