im takin daisys advice ..im blogging..

well it got worse today!

hubby took his name off joint account and has left me with absolutley nothin to live on !

i really didnt think he would do it..he wanted the account to stay joint until house was sold ..was easier he said then at least all bills got paid !  and this was only said on saturday..!

who or what changed his mind ???

he rang me at work today to tell me this ..im soo scared and upset im really thinking of just ending it all..would be a whole lot easier than this !

i cant pay half morg on my wage and the rest of my living expenses ...can only

well peeps ..here i go again..

need to blog as it helps me get it off my chest ..( wish i  had a bigger chest though !!)

hubby rang me yesterday askin if i would sort out all his finances eg.wot he pays out every month ..credit cards and dds etc..

no problem with doin this as we still have  joint finances..and hes workin away all the time so obviously has no time..

rang him last night to tell him they were done and when would he get them.  had a lovely conversation with him,he was so friendly and nice ..couldnt believe it !!!

hes stayin in a caravan with a few of his workmates in sheffield and was

since my last blog things are moving so fast

Husband's depression is improving, still has really down days. Which I find hard to deal with.

I am still decorating the house, nearly every room needs painted etc. work men still there, plastering etc. I Have lived in a builders yard for the last 10 yrs if not more. I always said that the day it got finished would be the day it got sold.

Husband is still talking at me constantly, we have been to 2 counseling sessions. Then it continues when I am in the marital home working, Constant talk of what went wrong, how it could be, how he has changed, all