Hi,

You know what hurts the most peeps in all of this adultery malarky its the fact that the adulterers just dont even give us a thought.  What I mean is they just go about their affair whilst their partners go about our daily business of looking after the home or working our n*&ts off to provide for the family and their out there "having fun" whilst we are completely unaware.

I asked my husband this weekend whether he actually ever gave me a thought whilst he was there with her I mean they must have discussed at some stage about what would happen if they got caught, did'nt they?   Did he ever

Dear Blog

Thank you for all the support I have received from my wonderful friends.

Been feeling really low and unreal - my mum and dad tell me to put a brave face on and smile and i will feel better - true I know, I will try harder!!!  People have been very kind and nice to me, very kind - my friends seem to have been nicer to me than my husband has - what does that say?

What is love ? my mum asked me what attracted me to him in the first place? hell I was 15 that's another life!!! what keeps me attracted - I don't know - the security, the partnership aspects, the companionship - like my mum

Don't really want to write much ..... my husband moved out today.  After months of sort of trying to put things behind me I cannot forgive him and move on.  he has not helped in this by not making me feel more secure.  I am supposed to just think that its over and she has gone away, although I am not too sure about this.

Pleaded with him to come home at 8 pm last night instead of working over and being with her - but no - wouldn't do it - when he finally came in at 10.30 pm I was really upset and hysterical - so I have messed up - driven him away.

Last week he was nice had time off to be with