I talked with a new lawyer today and she was a little more hopeful. She did say it is an uphill battle if my wife decides to move away but there are some things we can do. She agreed with me that it's a delusional fantasy to think that moving is going to good or best for the kids but we'll have to see how that goes. At least I feel like I am doing something and getting ready. I texted a few friends when I got home from work and am about to head out for some drinks. I needed some company so glad that worked out. I got an email from my wife asking if I would mind picking up some holds from the

I can't help wondering how I found myself here, what I could have done to prevent it and also to deserve it. I'm a really good and honest person. I am proud of who I am; what I think, what I do and what I believe. Well most of the time. Have been trying the no contact thing and failing miserably. Have sent a few honest emails, and a few stupid texts. And even worse, a few moments of desperation but both of us using each other. Its impossible to switch off feelings just like that at least for me and I miss him physically as well as emotionally. I know it was wrong but I don't regret

If your having a glum bank holiday this may just cheer you up a bit. Its a true story about my willie, yup you read it right i said willie. Turn the clock back to when i was 7, i was in the boys loo`s at school and the boy stood next to me said oi that looks wrong, it just looked like a willie to me but then it would, so anyway i went home and said mam does this look alright to you, she slapped me upside the head and sent me off to dad, i suppose getting it out in the kitchen while she was cooking was a bit of a mistake. So the next day i`m at the doctors, i did not understand a word