Hi Wikipeeps

Well its  been 10 days since my last confession .... sorry Blog!

Our reconcilliation continues ... slowly!  It's strange there are no rules and after 4 months apart ... it feels a lot like a new relationship.

Last night, he was popping in with some bits for my sons bike and I was in the bath... when I realised the time I paniced  and thought crikey, I'd better get dressed before he turns up ... durr Why? .... this is the man I have been with for 22 years, he has seen me at my worst and most vulnerable moments.... childbirth for example (it doesnt come much worse than that does

What a weekend, travelled across the whole country, got soaked and sunburnt and still didn't get any!!

But it did get your attention and it makes me smile to think about it again.  I think over that last year or so any sort of physical relationship has been absolutely the last thing on my mind, now well who knows.

So to update the blog, working away last weekend so didn't see children until sunday evening.  Both very tired and having done next to nothing as far as I can tell.  At least I didn't have phone calls on Sat night because their mother was passed out.  Both very pleased to see me which

Well thats my option. He has no intention of introducing me to his friends. He said I was pi**ing him off by asking. He said be patient and wait and see. It is his way or no way. I said that was not good enough and unless he had something to hide then surely his friends would be happy to see him reconcile his marriage. He went off on one that I had told a couple of close friends that we had a chance.

Now to me it all says he has something to hide even though he denies it and accuses me of being paranoid. Even if he not sleeping with her he seems to want his single life and with her as the