After my slow start I have been pretty busy, checked out a sailing club to visit with the children as they want to learn and I wouldn't mind getting back into it.

Then used up the free pass I had to the local health club/spa. Gym, sauna, swim etc - all rather good really.

Then walked dogs, cooked supper, baked bread and have completed ironing in front of telly.

Got to think what to do tomorrow now!!

We often seek answers to some of the questions that life throws at us.  We feel that if we have an explanation for events that have taken place in our lives, then we will understand why they have happened to us. Sometimes, however, there are no answers, they just simply aren’t there to be found. That is the time to accept that we can not explain certain events, and leave them in the past. .

I have believed for a long time, that what has happened in the past, should always remain there. There is no point dragging your entire emotional baggage around with you, year after year, firstly you will

It seems as if many of the old faces have faded away and a whole mass of new ones have appeared. In most cases in the world that would be good...but sadly, we are all in some sort of horrible situation that was forced upon us in one way or another.

As for me, much has changed.

At a certain point where actually filing for divorce become imminent, the x2b reverted into wanting to give things another shot. She insisted that we give it a try and even promised to move from California to Las Vegas to make things work. We had discussed living separately, but seeing each other once in a while to