Had a good weekend with the kids. Watched Footloose with my 14 year old. Played chess with my 8 year old and got to watch my 11 year old dance and party with friends after being in a production of The Wizard of Oz. Pretty cool stuff. So, why confused? Well my wife took another run at me and was so convincing. I swear I thought we agreed that we were going to file for divorce. Then she comes in with the "it seems like you are ready for divorce and don't want to work on it". When I press her, she is saying that she does want to work on it to see if we can build something solid. I ask if she's

So, my therapist told me to recite this poem at least six times a day while walking and see the impact it has on me...."As I walk, as I walk.....The universe is walking with me.....In beauty it walks before me......In beauty it walks behind me......In beauty it walks below me.....In beauty it walks above me.....Beauty is on every side.....As I walk, I walk with Beauty". The impact is actually striking. When I walk and recite this out loud I do see the beauty all around me. I was skeptical but open to the possibility. I not only notice the beauty but also feel a warmth in my chest that spreads

So, life goes on. One day at a time. I have been very busy lately and maybe too busy. Out with friends, out for work, just out. Probably not enough time alone to think and process. I was out last night for a work dinner which I had to do and then met set friends at a club. I couldn't believe just how not into the club I was. There were lots of nice ladies to chat with but I just wasn't interested (or interesting to be honest). So I bailed and went home. I good idea I think. I like myself and who I am. I have gotten to know myself better over the last year and I think that is a very good