Since I've got divorced,  I havent eaten properly at all.

At first, I didnt mind as I thought its alright to lose some weight. So I didnt concentrate on eating at all.

But recently my body is certainly struggling. A few weeks, I've got throat infection and I had to be hospitalised. Since then every week I get cold and have to stay at home for half of the week.

My weight seems to go down slowly but steadily and last week when I went out to my regular pub, many of my friends noticed immediately that I lost weight.

So now, I'm aware that I have to eat. But it is so hard. Most of the times, I feel

We lived together 3 years, bought a nice house and got married. We didnt have children as i couldn't stay pregnant for long, always miscarried around 8 weeks! Hubby had 4 kids from 1st marriage and we all got on pretty well, they stayed with us some weekends & on holidays, they lived away so contact wasnt constant.

I thought we happy together on the whole, despite his problems with alcohol & pill addiction (codeine dependency).

I encouraged him to leave his employmennt at sea & pursue a new career through college. I supported him for 3 long years until he graduated with full honours, i was so

I’ve been trawling through my past blogs, dating back some 9/10 months. I wouldn’t say it was light reading, but it was interesting and useful to re-read old