Today I changed my S2BX's name in my phone from the informal abbreviation I used to call her to her full Maiden name.

 Sad, but empowering at the same time, a bit like when I washed her pillowcases after she left, and her scent left them.

Anyway, I'll won't be here as much for the next 2-3 weeks, as she cut my phone off today, and I have to wait for the broadband to be reinstated on my new number.

 I'll still pop on at work to keep up with my friends though!

 Take care

Im in a good place emotionally, feeling very settled and ready for anything.

I realise this may not last, but hope it will. You guys know what im like.

My depression is lifting, (after a very bad 12 months) and i give all my friends at Wiki most of the credit. You make me laugh and put up with me. i will be forever grateful.

Life is good, i got lots of stuff going on, and am looking forward with head up shoulders back and tits out and a big smile on my face.

I have put up with enuf crap from x and his g/f Chucky, including his suicide threats when i refused to take him back, and her death

I have now being going through the divorce process for coming up to 2 years (and its still on-going), and I am now at the point were I feel strong and in-control, so thought it was time to share my story.

I thought the best place to begin was right at the beginning, with an overview of what led me to this place....

• Summer 03 bought my own property with approx £55k deposit
• Summer 04 started living with stbx in my property (18 months)
• Winter 06 married (4 months)
• No children, no contribution from my stbx.
• Summer 06 separated
• Spring 07 my property sold and proceeds held by solicitor (Approx