I’ve been trawling through my past blogs, dating back some 9/10 months. I wouldn’t say it was light reading, but it was interesting and useful to re-read old

Hello!

I just feel so miserable at the moment. Nothing in particular, just that horrible, gnawing, empty feeling that comes over me every so often.

There are a lot of things going on at the moment. Extra hours at work, forms to fill, finances to be sorted, an angry teenager who has only me to take his anger out on, a dog who is in need of a really long walk etc etc in addition to my stbx & her who are still lurking in the shadows of my mind like a couple of stalkers!  I really do feel as though I've got a raw deal here! I'm desperately trying to remain positive & not feel sorry for myself,

Wow, I had said before my life changes direction every few hours at the moment. Well after his declaration of his way or the highway which I said in your dreams matey to and then told him if he was to stand any chance of working things out then he and the bartart couldn't even be friends, I also said I needed space and didn't want to see him - so last night (without telling me) he went to see her and told her he was going to work it out with me and would not see her anymore even in a friend capacity. He said she cried as she really wanted a future with him. And before you say how do I know