Emails again! She wants to meet too discuss finances face to face. This only means she wants more form me in truth. Her spending is draining her funds i suspect. She harps on about she wants to be sure she is paying her way... if she wasnt i would be chasing her? House insurance is due for the FMH - I said i would pay half and she asked me to sort it out. It runs out tomorrow. Renewal was £192. She emails today to say she had not heard from me so had found one and done it.... £387! Wants half from me £194... thats more than the renewal was!! Now says its £50 to cancel it! Happy days! She

Decided to finally get to pool and did 20 laps. By concentrating in exercise for an hour I did not think to much about separation issues. Also endorphins kicking in after also good, made for more positive

Maybe I'll just swear off women for a while. So far, all the ones I've met are nuts. I just got off the phone with the new girl and we're done. Actually, she met someone else and already took him to bed. So, in the 6 weeks we were dating she figured we weren't going fast enough and found someone else to bed. Wow. Mitchum said in a wise comment "I'm thinking it's neither of the two ladies in your life right now but someone who can wait for you to work through this, to laugh and have fun with and then see where you're at. What's the hurry? You have your lovely children and the rest of your