The Hardest Ever Goodbye
9 years together, only days apart
That’s where it went wrong, from the very start
No space to grow no space to breathe
Now there is no choice but for you to leave.
As I wake in the morning and find a space
I don’t know what to do
I go to work with a big smile
And pretend I am not thinking of you.
Always the joker, forever strong
But that’s not really me, it’s wrong
I’m as fragile as a rose petal in the morning dew
It’s not how people see me- it’s a different view.
My body aches as does my heart
To think we will always be apart
I try to