Just another 8 weeks to go until my divorce papers can be submitted to the court. Under Scottish Law, and with the simplified process, the soonest one can submit

Dear Blog Woke up  - really ok

Went to work early - Charlotte was in!!

Trying to plan life and get moving in right direction: ----

1. Ring Halifax to find out how much I can have - bloody useless - can't book me an appointment as don't have any (implied because of credit crunch).

2. Gave Charlotte a letter requesting different start and finish times so I can pick up Georgia as she is upset. Don't think she will buy this and Georgia is 13 so can't get on family friendly policies!! But I am getting divorced so should be more lenient - I hope.

3.  Arrange to get house valued so I can work out if what

To make me concentrate on recovering, I will start this blog.

As ppl here are so nice and experienced something very difficult, I always feel better and feel positive after chatting ppl in here.

At the moment, I'm trying to deal with my depression and do better on my work.

In this summer, I was flirty and I did enojoy summer itself.

Thinking last summer, I cried everyday and felt no hope, I appreciate this.

Now summer's gone and I don't feel like flirting anymore,  start to think I want to have someone who can give me a cuddle.

But I know it is too early and I should deal with my health first as