Have had a good week. I feel relaxed, normal and happy. STBX has been out of the country and is way too tight to text anything from abroad, so I have had more breathing space and peace than I have had for the last eight months or more. I realise that I still have a huge way to go until this feeling is more or less the norm, but it has really given me some strength and time to gather myself for the forthcoming year or more.

At the beginning of all this (Oct 06) I was so dismayed when people told me it took years to be 'normal'! lol again and that things would take years to sort and that I was

Have had two great days with no crap and feel quite good! (apart from boiler not working and constant torrential rain) I am a happy bunny.

Know that STBX has managed to find himself a GF from the tinternet and I am so happy I hi-fived myself when I 'accidentally' found out! Yey! HOPEFULLY this will mean that he will have more time to concentrate on woooing her than dreaming up more jealous drivvel to dish out.

My lover has announced that he is taking me for a road trip through Spain to my aunts while the girls are on hols with their dad. My dad is on his way over to fix aforementioned broken

The last few months have flown by since i last wrote on my blog. I'm still with my wonderful fella from Chelmsford and the relationship is going from strength to strength. Hopefully moving down to be with him permantly in October, once my daughter has settled in with her long-term boyfriend. My house sold last Friday 30th May and should get the pennies from the sale today. Not much consideing what i put into the property but at least i wont owe on the mortgage. What rogues they were ! Charging £15,500 as a penalty for ending the mortgage early. Wrote to them a few times to try and get