Do You Live Here

A break was needed from the diaries: on last blog entry to give you  some idea how stressful life was for all of us back then in hospital . 

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11^th July Sunday

 I went to the gym today as I had lost all sense of any kind of a  routine that I previously had, being giving the constant run around. Sometimes I do not get a second to shop for food. I am so busy I have to eat out or on a train grab something in M&S at Cambridge station ,I am on platform 9  3/4 Kings Cross mainline on my way out to Addenbrookes for a supervised visit at the

i have never done anything like this before so i will apologise now before i start. On thursday 7Aug it will be 1 year since i kicked my now x husband out for having yet another affair. And to say its been a horrible year is a huge understatement. On friday 8 August i bury my mum, my best friend, my strength, my support for the past 12 months .  I also found out that my x never had his x girlfriends name taken off the mortgage, which means i cant buy him out. The house is falling apart and he wont help pay for repairs.  He hasnt paid my fees yet or seen his solicitor since January . So he

I am nearly half a century old, I have zero qualifications, I am the father of two children: Child J who is 18(my little man) and Child SJ who is 15(my beautiful daughter).  As of June 2004 Child J and I have lived on our own in glorious Gloucestershire.
Mum and I were fully consenting partners for 20 years. I pulled the trigger in the martital breakdown.
I am a modern Dad FULLY involved from conception onwards. In the  social circles we mixed, I was one of the most involved of alll the dads. I deffinately changed more nappies and atteneded more playgroups than Mum. 3 months maternity leave