Here  I am a 42 year old man married with 3 kids (12, 10,& 4) and until 3 weeks ago looking to have a future with the only woman I have ever loved.

Now I find myself relegated to the spare room (only as a temporary measure until I have somewhere to go) with a wife who states she does not want to be married to me and wants me out.

How did this happen?

Background 

We had known each other for 3 years before getting together and moving in together, married 2 years later and I was expecting to celebrate our 15th wedding anniversary in October.

The last 15 years has not been all rosy there have been

Or should i say why cant i die?

    sorry if i sound so low, but im having an awful time at the moment. The reason i cant die  is because of my kids,they have got a crappy mother, who doesnt give a sh.t about them,so therefore i have to be strong for them. trouble is i dont want to be strong any more,i have had enough, even after having had a heart attack, my so called family and friends still dont care enough to ring, just to see if im alright,so i have to carry on on my own. this is my only outlet, i do try going onto the forums,but i have no confidence,so i watch for a few minutes,then

Hi,

Am new to this site and having read alot of the stories they make me very sad, unlike most of the stories about husbands affairs and how they are acting badly,  well I am one of theose husbands who has been labelled a liar , I had an affair online with a girl I have only met 3-4 times on business but my wife found some explicit emails from me to her and thought  I was having an affair in I guess in some ways I was and do not blame my wife one bit As I would of assumed the same.  She has gone to the solicitor yesterday and I'm terrified,  we have a 9 month girl and a 4 year old boy who are