God....Mr Blogman...tis been a while and Im sorry...have not been on wiki much...so much has been happening..

so ex has been here for the last what 2/3 weeks helping with decorating, its hard when you both have full time jobs and a girlfriend to deal with...oopps did i just say that ?? excuse me Daisy !!!! meeeeoooww.....(and i do mean his new g/f apparantly she hates the fact that hes here alot...yeah well whatever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now you know how i felt....)

so ex and I have been getting on really well....yeah !! believe it !!!! for 7 months there has been nothing, no discussion but

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Saturday - he went to golf and came back instead of staying over and Saturday night Geo was staying at her friends.  He was trying real hard to be nice.  Went shopping with Geo and brought loads of new stuff, came home to him ranting on about it being my fault we had drifted apart etc.  He sort of asked questions about her ringing me and saying he couldn't understand why she had done it and I said I couldn't care less what he thought.

He wanted to watch a DVD and I didn't he said he thought that was what I wanted a husband to sit on the settee and watch DVDs.  I said yes

I have just come back from visiting the doctors, the good news is that I have been signed off work until next Monday in order that I can recover from this chest infection that I have picked up. The bad news is that I have to go in on Friday morning to have a blood test for diabetes and to have my blood pressure checked again as it is a 'bit high' !

It appears as if I am turning into my mother as she was diagnosed with diabetes at about my age and went on to develop many associated health complications as a result .... the saying that every woman turns into her mother as she gets older is