As the days go by, I'm wondering if she has actually slept with this guy or just wants me to believe she has to push me away. She passed me in her car tonight around 9pm (I was driving in the opposite direction). Odd that she wouldn't be with her new man on a Friday night, I also find it strange that she paid for the meal out I discovered on her credit card, surely if this guy was wining and dining her, he would have paid (I know she would have let him).

Her mother called me last night to see how I was doing (she rings at least once a week). She told me that she is very miserable and has not

Untill last year life had been fairly easy, but since then it seems to have thrown a number of challenges my way. Well I'd like the challenges to stop now please! 

It has suddenly gone from Monsoon to heat wave.  Even the staff complain it is unseasonably hot!  It's touching 38c or 100f. That's hot and very humid too! I woke up one night and the power was off, not even a fan working. I thought I would be found dead but ready roasted in the morning.  Not Nice!

We went to the slums to give out shoes to children who don't come to The Mango House.  As I walked down a lane my foot slipped and I trod

Hi to all who read this sorry tale.

Ok, so most of you know that my husband of 23yrs left me four times (starting in August) and denied that anyone else was involved, but he no longer loved me. Then about 10 days ago he announced that he had been having an affair for 7 months. He told me that he loved this woman and that the last time he left was to be final. So weeks of tears and despair was the only thing I had endured and was about to endure.

Then last week he said that it had all been a terrible mistake and it was me he loved. (Here we go again I thought). He said he would do anything to