Friday.

Loads happening, almost too much to write about. In the outside world we had to have our cat put down this afternoon. Our kids wanted to be there and they were, but my stbx held her while she went to sleep. I wanted so much to be able to support her because I am a compassionate person no matter what the circumstances. She didn't let me get too close to start with but eventually cracked and let me give her a hug.

I didn't mention the new bracelet she is wearing proclaiming her love for her new man, which is a sign that I really am in the acceptance phase at last. A few weeks ago I would

Well folks ... I managed to drag myself back to work and I am glad I did :)

It was nice to get back and get back into the thick of things ! I do realise that I am responsible totally for myself now I am alone and that developing my career to secure my financial future is vitally important. Keeping things together at work is vitally important to me but occasionally it all gets too much and I need to take some time away to regroup, get some 'head space' and get things back into perspective. Obviously I cannot do this too often but sometimes it is necessary for my mental health so I take it

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I am having a funny week.  I have been discovered on wiki .... lol - of all the people to read my posts, threads, blog the nice guy at work has read it! I thought I had better read back through my blogs etc to see what embarrassing cringey stuff I had written and he had read and hey what a relevation!!  yes, it is all cringey and embarrassing - but hey I decided not to change any of it because it happened, and that's how I felt in fact i feel quite proud when i read it of the journey i have made in the last 3 months.

I was with him so long from being 14 so I have never really