since my last blog things are moving so fast

Husband's depression is improving, still has really down days. Which I find hard to deal with.

I am still decorating the house, nearly every room needs painted etc. work men still there, plastering etc. I Have lived in a builders yard for the last 10 yrs if not more. I always said that the day it got finished would be the day it got sold.

Husband is still talking at me constantly, we have been to 2 counseling sessions. Then it continues when I am in the marital home working, Constant talk of what went wrong, how it could be, how he has changed, all

Just a quick one to say how nice it was to meet everyone at the Essex meet tonight - will try to upload photos - although cannot promise as am hopeless with technology!

Had a great evening, and felt a lot more like my old self. Thanks again to all those I met tonight, I smiled all the way home on the train, looking forward to seeing you in Birmingham next

Things have changed since my last blog about being heartbroken.  Yes I know it was only three days or so ago, but something has definitely changed.  The blog was genuine & heartfelt and was what I felt at that moment in time.

Those feelings of utter despair have gone on to enable me discover things I needed to know, and receive overwhelming support from someone who could make a difference. I now know that her friends & lifestyle meant more to her than the father of her children, for instance.

I've been here before I guess, and I am used to false dawns, but this feels different. I feel an