I have not been looking at her phone bill at all over the last few months as I have not cared or wanted to know who she's talking to. I figured it's really none of my business. I did look this morning though, I wonder why. Looks like she is textually active with loser again with sporadic 30 minutes conversations here and there. She did tell me they were in touch again but "it's different now". Oh, my wife, always so honest. This guy is like a cockroach and I guess she'll always want to be with him. Yes this former drug addict, smoker, unemployed electrician, bus driver, who treats women like

Am I being over sensitive? Have spent this evening in tears. Told myself to act my age, don’t be so childish… He’s being nice, really he is being nice…………….. But then I look back and wonder is it his way of stealing and tainting the memories I have been making for my kids and I since Christmas? Number 1: son’s 18th. Spoilt the morning for son – hadn’t got the cash he promised him. Gave son something better… he got the easel he wanted that money for. We (son, daughter and me) went off for a night in a hotel and a lovely meal to celebrate son’s 18th. But he had to send a text to son –

Just to let you`s all know that im loving my new job and my new life, me and john very happy together we get on great going bowling and for a meal on sunday, only get some wkends together so make the most of our time, he`s every think i ever wanted from a man we cuddle up on sofa at nights (feel so safe and loved) never done this befor we both work so lush to relax at wkends with him. There is light at the end of that long dark tunnel belive me