Just had a bit of a tx war with hubbie...i started it because I dont believe he is not seeing somone else, he says he isnt....but hey how should I know im just the abandonned wife.   He tells me lies constantly.  I told him  alie and felt good about it because he loves festivals so just before the weekend I told him that i had tickets for Reading Festival, I didnt of course...but wanted him to think I did.  He said if i had given him a blt of notice he would have come but no....he hasnt come to see for for other occasions............my hubbie now i realise can be easily be bought...he wants

Well it's been a fantastic weekend for me and I have finally felt like I am making progress at last. I went out Friday night with my new work mates and Saturday was bowling with some of you lovely wiki peeps. Thanks guys it was loads of fun and so great to meet you all. I have felt like I have a life and I can be happy on my own. Even the BBQ at friends wasn't spoiled too much by my x2b being there...... it was strange don't get me wrong and I have very mixed emotions about him now but I'm not falling apart quite as I was a few weeks ago........

What next I ask myself..... I think its time

Well after my self administered kick up the butt it appears to have worked a bit. Writing down everything I have got compared to the downside of losing an idiot who has caused me more hurt than anything ever was great. Still hurting but it made me see life goes on. Shame I wasted so many weeks sobbing and unable to do anything, but I am made of meaty stuff and made the decision yesterday that I have a life to get on with. I know there will be tough days ahead and I accept that but I have a great life and it's going to get better. I know you wiki peeps here to help with the tough days, 19yrs