Hi everyone and hi to all who have read my previous blog.  it was my first one.  Well didnt expect to write another one so soon.  I have just checked my phone, out of pure curiosty.   Have a guess what!!!....yes you have guessed correctly...he called...WOT A SUPRISE (NOT)...it was at 23.08.....now if that is not playing with my head, what is I ask you.   You will be pleased to know that it was a missed call as my phone is on silent and I have no intention of responding.  He did not leave an answerphone message nor a text.  I do feel a lot stronger but know I will still have bad days, some are

Hi everyone, this is my first blog and it took me ages to work out how to do it and with the help of those in chat...here i am.

 It is Wednesday night and I was expecting my husband to come over tonight if he was not working too late.   I have heard nothing from him, wasnt expecting too really.  He is married to his job and works away practically most of the time.   He doesnt even like me to call him now as he says his work doesnt like it, I reminded him that work sees him more than I do and maybe he should mention that he needs to see his wife.  He works from 8am through to about 10 or 11pm

One small step for a man, one giant leap for his mental health

Sorry for the terrible miss-quote.

First of all something about how I regard my job and myself - I regard myself as a professional person doing a job that I love with dedication, enthusiasm and with a passion, It was a moment of great despair when I learnt of the stbx's immenant departure and being sent home from work being unable to do the job I loved so much. It was the correct decision as I would have been unable to continue.

Today was the first day back, it was great, my self esteem returned, my passion returned, I was wanted for