This will be my first blog since June,A new partner has taken away alot of emptiness I had been showing on wiki since January.It was strange to see that alot of my old friends that were on here have I hope for the better moved on,or are they like me still in limbo and just waiting.5th mediation will take place on wednesday.It's my wish list day....I have to say what I would like...I know it won't come true..It's just a game I suppose. For all tose who do remember me ,a big Hi

Well s2bx had son this weekend.I decided to get busy smartening the house as we will be selling it.Started on the kitchen.the dirt i found there was shocking, and there is something therapathic about cleaning..washing that man out of my life kind of thing.But then I made a mistake, listening to music instead of my usual talk channel on the radio.That was it, the tears came, I don't know but they seemed to play all the songs that made me remember good times with s2bx and i was a wreck.But I managed to eventually continue with the cleaning and get it finished.It seems I still have some emotions

I think that many of the blog entries I've been writing, and the comments being received, are serving only to re-enforce one thing... that my wife and I are incompatible.

You see, one of the biggest things that I notice is the level of moaning that goes on in our household. She'll use many situations to have a moan, and I'll moan at her for having a moan.

Take this morning... I'm in the bedroom looking out of the window at the rain coming down, and she's in front of the mirror doing her make up...

"...what do you want to stand in front of the window for, you're blocking my light..." would be the