Hi Mr Blogman, so sorry that I have neglected you so but I expect that you have been kept very busy.

I feel like I have overcome my feelings and my hurt that i have suffered previously by s2bx.  Dont care for him anymore and dont actually feel that I ever want to see him again because I have had such good support, advice and friendship from real genuine people...genuine was not what my s2bx was at all....he lied cheated and led me a merry dance, messing with my head..emotions and that sort of thing.

Wiki London was so good and a real turning point for me and made me realise that there are nice

Feel sort of different, it dawned on me last night.

All this energy putting into this negative situation, what  a waste! When he came in couldn't even be bothered to look up from the laptop! Bet he didn't like that!

Anyway.   I have been 'friends' with someone over the last weeks.  Some one who I have been speaking to about him and feelings, and stuff....

Sometimes we text, and we have 'spoken' on msn, and once I actually did phone him and we spoke for about an hour.  Awkward at first, but ok..  He is a really nice man in the same sort of situation as me and I like him.  He is funny and

  Well today is another day, but it's still SSDD, if your not sure what that means then watch the film dreamcatcher. So what has these last couple of days brought. Well very little. I joined the local gym, I've got many years of neglect around my stomach, well if any of you can remember the old tv ad that said that if you can pinch more than an inch you should change your diet, well it's must be three quaters of an inch, something that only got to that stage because I got lazy. That should keep me going, if nothing else it will be a change of scenery from the moving pictues that we all so