Evening Mr Blog

Further to said fine and at the risk of going to jail whereby I would miss the social event of the year - nooooo not the Oscars, noooooo not the World Cup (eerrrmmm) noooooo not BB1001, yeeeees the Wiki party I did the decent and only thing I could do.

I paid the fine guys....£60.00......

So there you have it Daisy pays her way and is no longer a

Please help.

I am usually an extremely strong person, I have had to be to survive, I don't cry when anyone is around as they need my strength during the day to see them through especially my daughter who is so kind and caring and offers me so much love.

I have waited until everyone is asleep and am now sat crying as I write, today I have been typing out my daughter Rachel's statement, she is 2nd respondant in my divorce as we have a property business together and to protect her half of them she has had to be joined, I tried negotiating with her dad so she wouldn't have to go through this but to

Evening blog

I didnt think I'd need you tonight but guess what here I am again...what a night and day !!

I got a txt from my ex (this a thing that I dont get why do people call their ex's STBX, when I think after what he's done he is my ex even though still married and not even talking about divorce - should I be calling him STBX ?) anyway get a txt from him last night at 10.30, asking if i was well and had a nice tan and give the kittens his love, ( his mother obviously told him I'd gone away) he also said we must catch up soon and 3 kisses.....I didnt reply but felt sick when I got it..

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