I suppose this is me moving on... Since separating i have been living with a relative however i do have half share in a property inherited from a family member which i have been renovating for the past 18 months. I want to move in there asap.... Living with mum has been good and she has been a rock while i fell apart a bit in the first few weeks/ months but.. but life goes on! Obviously my share in this property will enter the pot come the finace shuffle. It still requires quite a bit of work to make it livable let alone comfortable. I am in a dilemma now tho as my sol said dont do work

So, my therapist told me to recite this poem at least six times a day while walking and see the impact it has on me...."As I walk, as I walk.....The universe is walking with me.....In beauty it walks before me......In beauty it walks behind me......In beauty it walks below me.....In beauty it walks above me.....Beauty is on every side.....As I walk, I walk with Beauty". The impact is actually striking. When I walk and recite this out loud I do see the beauty all around me. I was skeptical but open to the possibility. I not only notice the beauty but also feel a warmth in my chest that spreads

So, life goes on. One day at a time. I have been very busy lately and maybe too busy. Out with friends, out for work, just out. Probably not enough time alone to think and process. I was out last night for a work dinner which I had to do and then met set friends at a club. I couldn't believe just how not into the club I was. There were lots of nice ladies to chat with but I just wasn't interested (or interesting to be honest). So I bailed and went home. I good idea I think. I like myself and who I am. I have gotten to know myself better over the last year and I think that is a very good