My thoughts are making me angry again. I never got angry growing up, never let it out. When I married, I gave up lots of things to "compromise". I gave up material things, pedicures and holidays, haircuts, shopping, eating out, I never went to galleries or museums cos he didnt like them & refused to go with me, then insulted me if I went by myself, never had coffee (I love coffee), never ate foods he didn't like as he would say that was selfish he couldnt have any of mine, only bought cheap clothes, only for WORK & never from the high street (too expensive!!! He would shriek). Gave up all