30th birthday went without a hitch.  Got asked out by someone at work and had a brilliant drunken night out with my girlies and had a wee drunken snog with someone very nice.  Ex brought the kids back early on Sunday morning and we had a little party in the house it was great.

Roll on Monday..................ex starts texting me telling me that he is very sad our marriage is over and he likes to remember the happy times we had together then he drops in the bombshell that if I hadn't asked him to leave the house nothing would have happened with the woman he is with now and they would be having

Well, this is my first blog although have been a member of the site for a while, but had a bit of a liberating experience this morning.   Quick synopsis first of why I am here.   Husband told me he had fallen out of love with me and was moving out at the beginning of July - all the cliches in the the book.  I was pretty much left in limbo until the truth actually came out a couple of weeks ago. She's 26, loves him and he loves her, well he loved her until a couple of weeks ago and decided that he wanted me back, I didnt want him back, but she wasnt happy about that - suffice to say idle

Well I was up and down moodwise all day.Wanting to cry for what could have been and happy in a way that I wasn't with s2bx.

Mostly felt better when I saw his 'woman' out  and was still chuckling, can't believe he would rather be with someone that old and ugly rather than me.She must be like cuddling his mother.. his mum died a few years back and I am sure this is the attraction.

Took my son out for a MC D and thats when we saw her, not that she acknowledged son(I have cut his hair and he looks very different and she would have only seen him from behind.)

When I came back home, I kept myself