Maybe I'll just swear off women for a while. So far, all the ones I've met are nuts. I just got off the phone with the new girl and we're done. Actually, she met someone else and already took him to bed. So, in the 6 weeks we were dating she figured we weren't going fast enough and found someone else to bed. Wow. Mitchum said in a wise comment "I'm thinking it's neither of the two ladies in your life right now but someone who can wait for you to work through this, to laugh and have fun with and then see where you're at. What's the hurry? You have your lovely children and the rest of your

The girl I was dating and I finally agreed that it is best if we do not see each other any more. She wanted more than I could give and I am just not emotionally available. Being so confused over my wife and her at the same time hasn't been healthy for me. In truth, I think what I really need is time alone to process and think. I need time to develop myself and work on myself. I need time to exercise and work and develop new friendships. I did not really have the time or energy to develop a new relationship and I was not even close to ready (Patrick was so right)! I forgot how consuming a new

You know, in some ways, dealing with the marriage stuff while going through my cancer journey was good - I guess. I certainly didn't focus on the cancer or the effects of radiation therapy. I was too distraught about my wife not supporting me at all and the crumbling of my marriage. I have been thinking more about the cancer lately and how I came through that. As far as cancer goes mine was relatively easy (I guess). ok, surgery was hard and radiation really stunk. I mean really, really stunk. But once I got through it, after three months off of work, I am basically done. I'm cancer free and