before you all cheer, and think you can climb up the blog ladder, it's just for the next 10 days.

Off on holiday with the kids tomorrow and come hell or high water we are going to have FUN, relax and enjoy

Me more because I get a week off from work the first week since Xmas, and away from the ex. The kids because we can go and do what we want, no don't do that, stop doing that, why are you doing that etc etc.....

Can not control my joy at the moment, have already wound my boss up as work has been a pain this week and as I sit here Friday morning between us we have already done about 120 hours,

I don't have cancer.

The relief is enormous, I am sitting here bawling my eyes out.

I was so very worried, not just for me but for my family and friends, I had been going through insurances, the property paperwork, thinking of doing everything that might be needed in case they told me the worst.

I was lucky, the specialist was in today and asked me if I was agreeable to him doing the endoscopy, ( having the camera through my nose and down my throat) there and then.

He said he would be able to give me the results the moment it was done, I told him to go ahead, I just wanted to know as soon as

Dear Mr Blogman

 This weekend we had so much fun.  Blondie came down to stay with me because she was feeling very depressed and needed desperately to get away.

I met her off the train on sat morning and from then on.....we had such a scream, we cheered each other up.

Started on sex on the beach at about 5pm (cocktails  by the way) before anyone thinks we went down to the local beach and attacked the yocal locals lol.

Ate dinner....pan fried duck breast, flambed in brandy with an orange sauce with creamy mash and julianne carrots with peas and orange butter, washed down with plenty of red