I don't have cancer.

The relief is enormous, I am sitting here bawling my eyes out.

I was so very worried, not just for me but for my family and friends, I had been going through insurances, the property paperwork, thinking of doing everything that might be needed in case they told me the worst.

I was lucky, the specialist was in today and asked me if I was agreeable to him doing the endoscopy, ( having the camera through my nose and down my throat) there and then.

He said he would be able to give me the results the moment it was done, I told him to go ahead, I just wanted to know as soon as

Dear Mr Blogman

 This weekend we had so much fun.  Blondie came down to stay with me because she was feeling very depressed and needed desperately to get away.

I met her off the train on sat morning and from then on.....we had such a scream, we cheered each other up.

Started on sex on the beach at about 5pm (cocktails  by the way) before anyone thinks we went down to the local beach and attacked the yocal locals lol.

Ate dinner....pan fried duck breast, flambed in brandy with an orange sauce with creamy mash and julianne carrots with peas and orange butter, washed down with plenty of red

Today was a good day, I had a phone call from the womens refuge asking for help.

A lovely lady and her 4 children had to leave their home as the husband after being in a car accident had mental problems.

While she was out, he had gone through each room in the house and ripped, slashed and damaged every piece of furniture, he also slashed all the childrens and her clothes.

She fled with the children and the clothes they stood up in.

I have had numerous ladies over the years from the refuge and find that helping them gives me great joy and a sense of purpose.

I talked to the lady and showed her