I figure I should write about the good stuff too because in so many ways I am very fortunate. My 13 year old daughter has been fighting a chronic illness for a couple years. It's debilitating and hard to go through and so hard for me to see her like this. She's tired and nauseous all the time. We went to the children's hospital today and for the first time the doctor had some good ideas about how to address this - awesome! Today I also heard that I have interviews for a new job next week and the job is mine to lose - awesome! I spent an hour on the phone today with four men that have become

Yesterday was one of the best days I have had in a long time. It was my lunchdate with my ex boyfriend. It was great. I arrived before he did and was having a coffee, up he popped and we chatted and chatted like we had seen each other every day for the last 10 years, it was great. It was nice to get dressed up for someone, yes I wanted to look good, and I blooming well did. It was nice to get complimented on looking and smelling so good. He has made me feel like I am worth something, that I am interesting and that I deserve to feel as good as he made me feel. We kind of compared war

So tomorrow I am going on my lunch date with my ex boyfriend from many moons ago. It is unbelievable how much he has boosted my self esteem and self worth. I am very much looking forward to it. It has been a long tiimme since I have got dressed up because I want to impress and do you know what I like it! I like how goood he hass made me feel, I just hope catching up and lunch are as much fun