Much has happened since my last post here. Then again much stays the same.

The divorce, like a large supertanker, moves obstinately forwards. The legal corresponding seems to be offering some contol, but not sure whether we can head off the collision with the huge iceberg that is court proceedings, which fxw and her inarticulate mule of a solicitor seem so insanely keen on. We wrote them a couple of long letters, explaining that it was a real shame that we didn't follow family law prototocol of negoatiating UB particulars prior to petition (as is explicitly recommended on fxw's solicitor's

Felt much happier when i woke up this morning, maybe because the anti-ds are out of my system, i blame them for feeling so low last week. I spent the day with my family, went out shopping, cleaned the house & rang a few friends i havent seen in awhile. Stbx rang & i told him where to get off, i was really proud of myself for not falling for his lies again. Going to help my aunt decorate her living room tomorrow so thats a full day planned, i must be feeling better to offer to decorate lol

Anyway, thats my blog for today, feeling inner peace at last and looking forward to my bed soon, and yes,

Today I delivered the programme that I have been working on for the last two years, on time, under budget, no issues etc.  In my infinate wisdom I also planned and executed another house move on the same day!

So now I am sitting in my new house, I have been awake since 6.00 a.m. on Tuesday morning, I worked all night last night, came home at midday today, and then moved house, I am knackered, but I feel great, feels like I have really achieved something, and I am realising that you can do anything that you turn your mind too, you just have to want it enough.

Its the first time I have blogged